You know they say, If you want to make God laugh, Plan. I thought I knew what I wanted and that if I went for it, on my feet I would land. How can I want dreams and aspirations and not plan for them? God said “Faith without works is dead. So how can I…

I do it everytime. I do this shit every time. I give all of me with little to no reciprocation. Then you expect me to explain the depth of my frustration. But I know the risks. The risks and fears of speaking my mind. The fear of losing you ,and our course running it’s time.…

Yeah you love him, you have an idea he’s the one. But what will you do stay or go when the damage is done? By damage I mean the heartache , cheating and the lies. How long will you continue to accept that empty apology but still be a secret spy? If you have to…

Dealing with your destructive and toxic ways, I’ve lost myself. Trying to love you, I forgot how to love me. All because of the potential I seen in my rear view mirror. But now I’m just realizing that rear view mirror is small for a reason. Squinting my eyes to look at what’s suppose to…

Never in a million years did I think you would be the one to affect my soul. I over looked you as a lover because you were my best friend and that’s something I never wanted to mess up or let go. But we crossed that line and we can never go back now. Your…

You were my best friend. You knew things I would never tell a soul. You seen my light and my darkness. But for some reason I never really knew you. You had a part of you I never knew existed. So were you really my best friend? Or was it that you loved me that…

Why do you continue to stay with someone who you know you have no business being with, instead of where your heart lies? Why not just man up and act on how you feel instead of just jumping at the first woman who just to be with you, will constantly put up with your deceitful…

How hard was it to get your shit together? I gave you room for mistakes, to let you grow. Hoping we would make it through this stormy weather. Turns out me giving you room, gave you nothing but ammunition for the hole you were digging on our relationships tomb. I was always told real relationships…

I use to think love means putting them before you. But how is that possible when they never really appreciated or even cared to noticed the things you do. Petty fights turned physical, you pushed away. How stupid was I to beg you to stay. I just knew we were worth the fight, that at…

This year broke me down in so many ways, I was sure that ahead there would be no brighter days! From losing loved ones to losing myself,I didn’t know at all it would affect my health. Yet it did, and it affected my life, It became so unclear and painful, like being stabbed so deep…