Here we go, back down this road.
Looking for a different outcome, a different answer, a different response of what’s yet to be told.
How did we end up back here?
Back to the place of uncertainty, the uneasiness, the place of fear?
We’ve come so far from the past mistakes, just to come back to the disturbing headspace, that we are dying yet again to eagerly erase.
We are told to celebrate the small wins.
But the small wins, let’s in a little sin, which brings us back to the place of being here, AGAIN!
Months later, trying to figure out why?
Why we tend to look down so much now, when 4 months ago our heads never turned away from the endless possibilities in the sky.
So here we are, doubting ourselves, second guessing ourselves in every decision we make.
Just to hope and pray that God would step in and continue to order and guide us in every step we take.
Life can be so overwhelming when the good turns bad.
Just try to remember the sun will shine after the rain, God will lighten our dark days, and then have us wonder to begin with, why we were even mad.
Keep your head up!
Ashley Monae 