Did I hurt you? Did I put you in the position to where u feel like you can justify what you do?
The bruises on my body, the bloodshot lines in my eyes? Why hurt me when all i want to do is love you? Why make me cry?
In the beginning it was all love. Roses on Wednesday’s, random dates and romantic gestures. Just because!
But now because I love you, I’ve fallen weak. You went from kisses to yelling, hitting walls. Now I’m the one you choose to beat!
Why can’t I walk away? I think it’s the person I met before this you, has me thinking he will show up again one day.
How stupid can I be? When all I want from you is to love me.
The look in my family eyes when they see what you’ve done to me. The fear in their heart like one day I would be the one they would have to bury!
No matter how much I love you, I can’t let this be the end of me. I hope one day you come back to the man I know you can be.
But this is the end of us!
Ashley Monae 