I thought you loved me. Yet it seems like everything between us , with you, is contradictory. Where its okay for you to go on about your life, free to do as you please. But i cant feel any type of way about it, just trust you? Except when it comes to me doing as i please, trust with you is ceased!! Dont do this, dont do that, but I thought it was about trust. When did our love become so restricted and demanding, that we started to lose sight of us? So now every word exchange is heated, every heartfelt moment is filled with less and less love. Oh but when we exchange touches, all that goes out the window and for that moment everything goes back to normal, and all the problems we are above! Right after its back to the same contradictions.
Why am I doing this to myself?
Ashley Monae 